these are the last pictures i have of molly, taken on her last day.
she laid in her crate and was done. refused to eat or drink or move.
puppy went into his crate and laid down too
i tried to make a paw print using the only ink pad i had, a purple one. it didnt work. but she ended up with a purple paw.
i had to carry her to the car. i sat in back with her. my mom drove and the neighbor came along too. molly sat up for about a block.
then leaned back against the seat and i helped hold her steady.
i carried her in and laid her down on a blanket at first
then carried her to the table.
you can see how skinny she was getting at shoulders and hips, and how much her liver pushed up her rib cage.
she just laid there
they took one last picture of me and her, but my face was all red and swollen from crying so i blocked it out.
then we said goodbye.
the vet made a pawprint for me, which i'm extra grateful for since i had tried and failed.
and its extra special because of the purple. (all the hairs brushed off after it was baked/hardened)
i will be making a shadow box in her memory, with the pawprint and her collar. and i have a photo album and pictures of her i want to put together too.